so...yeah

i think what i am basically trying to say is
that everything we need is right in our grasp.
it's not about waiting for it to happen
or thinking that we don't deserve it
or that someone else will bring it out of us
it's all right here and we need to snap out of it!

as tom robbins would say...
"What limits people is that they don't have
the fucking nerve or imagination to star
in their own movie, let alone direct it."